This was what I wrote on the way to work on March 7, 2022. Happy birthday to me.
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Happy birthday, im 45 and sorta mired,
Reminisicin' on the year that just passed Im sorta tired,
So this morning I just took a long drive and sought the quiet,
The rain fell down on the window and brought a vibe,
Don't get me wrong I'm thankful for the people in my world
The courage of my son and what I see in my girl,
The work we puttin' in and seeing it all unfurl,
Interceding in the lives of young pearls, they need it,
This year im doing research, Ph. D bout to complete it,
Worst thing about it my mother will never read it,
My mother will never read it
Damn
The same week I lost my mother I lost my brother,
By November I had lost a sister and then another,
I never dreamed you leave in the summer,
Questioning the same things that Stevie Wondered,
I know the leaves fall off the trees and grow the under,
And they say that memories can bring heat in the tundra,
But when I leave will he be pleased with my tactics?
Or was it just a means to an end, that of a matchstick?
Built the latch between what I had mastered and what young niggaz was after, hip hop makes learning faster
I was taking in by scholars I was unpublished,
I was brand new on the block they had work for me to run wit,
I found in some ways I'm starting to shun the public,
I'm running to the bag mental health was runnin from it,
Way before COVID, I lived in slow motion,
Pop out when I need but privacy's my devotion,
I said 44 I would be a lot more open,
But no matter where I went I could feel the walls closing,
This year was both a come up and the worst L of all time
I'm serious (Sirius), it's like perseverance my call sign,
Shout outs to the women in my life, you're all dimes,
23 personalities, they all rhyme
Dont call me today, cuz its the wrong time.
A veteran music producer and audio engineer from Flint, MI, Wallace has produced/mixed on several projects, and serves as
the Director of Education for Grove Studios in Ypsilanti, MI. He also co-founded the Amplify Fellowship, which exchanges recording and production for support to community organizations. Wallace is a doctoral student researching hip hop production as a teaching methodology....more
Social conscious hip-hop. The self-described story of people who feel lost, disconnected from their heritage and unwelcome at home. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 8, 2016